December 16, two weeks left before new year, to finish what's due, to say what's left unsaid, to do what's not yet done, to be grateful, to be hopeful, to be happier, merrier, to give importance to people and things we've been takin for granted, to connect more with our family and friends, to say sorry, to share with an open heart, to be a better person. It's the second week of December and it couldn't be faster. Tis the season of mixed emotions, do you feel it? And it's full of good wishes for everyone. 2018 sure was a great year. There's more to it than just another year and i couldn't be more thankful. Just a month ago i returned to work from vacation. I had a good halt from the fast-paced world that when i came back everything seemed overwhelming. Maybe some changes i didn't expect, for ya'll know i have a slow sense of adjustment. Everyday i ask myself, "can i do it?" The usual answer is "no" yet i surprise myself that i was able to get through the day. Maybe we shouldn't question our capabilities coz life knows how to make lemonade when thrown lemons. Anyway life isn't always cruel to me, coz in hard times, there are people that help make things easier. They are a blessing! I will try my best to be the same 😇.
Currently, I am
Reading
The Miraculous Journey of Edward Tulane, and i can't tell if i will be able to finish it... because the book is missing. I lost it. That very book i waited for 6 years, and just 2 weeks after acquiring it it's gone. How careless! I can't remember where i possibly left it. What depresses me more is the bookmark that Doc got me from Istanbul! It's lost with the book i deserve a slap 😢.
Writing
in my journal. I wish to write about the last vacation but i've been quite busy since i came back. I missed working while i was home, and now i miss home from time to time bcoz i wasn't able to accomplish the purpose of my holiday. I felt like i went somewhere else, coz i was always left alone, and i spent time by myself. Understandably they were all so busy. Nevertheless i was grateful. The vacation made me realize that i survived 2 years abroad! And whatever happens, no matter how long you've been gone, no matter how you've changed as a person, the family is and will always be there.
Listening
to my playlist.
Thinking
about soooooo many things lately. Have i done well this year? Will i do better next year? I feel very much like i'm in the generativity vs. stagnation phase. I am sooooo aging 😫.
Smelling
nothing. Thinking about buying a scented candle.
Wishing
that the last weeks of 2018 would be peaceful. No holidays for me so i wish for productivity as well, and joy and more love for everyone!
Hoping
the year ends well and the new year starts well.
Wearing
pajamas.
Loving
the gloomy mornings, the cool weather, the sunny afternoons, the clear skies at night, the painting ideas i see online, and the americano from costa.
Wanting
to buy more books and really read them. And i want a real book-time too.
Needing
to laundry?
Feeling
sad. For John kkk. Today was Dr. Lino's farewell party. He's leaving the company after maybe 5 years. I've never worked with him, but what i hear from his assistant, the way he works, how he treats the patients and the people around, i believe he is a good doctor. People come... and some don't stay. John will miss him for sure!
Clicking
christmas presents? Just 😅
Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!
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