Torn between wanting to sleep and write. Was able to write some posts last month but never got to publish them because September's over too soon! And i didn't notice it!ㅠㅠㅠ Where has September gone? :( And now i don't feel like posting any of them just because. Suddenly it's October. It's half a month of wasted days off and free hours again. No motivation. Just stuck imagination and hibernating brain cells. It's sad when you wanna write but you don't have a special concept in particular. Even this patterned Sunday Currently entry is giving me a hard time. How come on some days words come easily. Thoughts go streaming, ideas overflowing... there's an overwhelming urge to put pen to paper. I don't know where the impulse comes from, but you just suddenly want to write down. I am guilty for being inconsistent. And so today, right this morning, i will try my very best to complete one post at least.
Currently, it's past 1:00 a.m. and I am
Reading
articles on Listverse, PH news and current affairs, DIY tutorial, Spanish Made Easy encyclopedia, and Awake! articles.
Writing
this post and yeah i know it's taking me forever but i swear am not gonna sleep until i click the 'publish' button.
Listening
to nothing. Everybody's fast asleep and am having me time in this dark living room.
Thinking
about when to take a vacation. Just recently we were asked to write down a tentative date of vacation, and tho i know i still have a year to go, i think i should decide as early as now. And the indecisive that i am, i think i should discuss it with my mother.
Smelling
my hair.
Wishing
i was a good cook. First of all I so love eating. If i were good at cooking i'd love every day of my life. It's frustrating to think that whenever we go grocery shopping, the friends decide what to buy...when we get home they decide what to cook and all i do is watch and eat what's being prepared. Wishing one day my siblings and parents and friends would come home to a delicious dinner prepared by none other than Rish bahahaha.
Hoping
to get new glasses soon.
Wearing
pyjamas.
Loving
the presents Dr. Farah gave me! Still in a state of euphoria :D The new journal is just so lovely i am so excited to write in it...using the new pen of course!
Wanting
coffee, coffee, and more coffee!
Needing
to remind myself to stop procrastinating. Daily reminder. Again. I don't know what goals i have these days, but i feel like there are things i'm not getting done on time.
Feeling
hungry? I'll have coffee then.
Clicking
the publish button. Finally.
P.S. Good morning and have a nice Sunday everyone! ♥
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