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Sunday, September 10, 2017

The Sunday Currently | 31


Sunday. Ber-month. It's been 10 months since i hugged my father goodbye at the airport...10 months since everything changed forever.

Today's my rest day but i'm a little busy- esp. mentally. My head and body have been feeling heavy since i woke up so i haven't done anything physical. In contrast my mind is flooded with thousands of mentally-draining thoughts again, and it's doing its job really well.

My being alone in this room is the loneliest feeling ever. Admittedly i've become quite dependent with my roommates that i always find it difficult to get through the day when they're not around. I kind of just follow their routine, which i cannot master on my own. Now tis makes me realize that i haven't grown in the past 10 months.

Given the absence of some people, i feel blue. No matter how i make myself busy, this ugly feeling gets its way through my system...and it's eating me up. Hull. So many things and people i miss.


Currently I am...


Reading
articles on Listverse.

Writing
the Sunday Currently 31...and nothing else coz i don't feel like it ㅠㅠㅠ

Listening
to and watching Ylvis' "The Fox". Never get tired of this ^ ^

Thinking
about the coming days and weeks and months. I don't have a clear picture of how things could be... just praying for better days to come our way.

Smelling
my back pack...it smells of strong detergent. Gahd haven't i rinsed it well!

Wishing
for a happy birthday : ) I don't celebrate my birthday but i always wish for a happy one kkkkk

Hoping
for a good and fruitful week : )

Wearing
pyjamas. Haven't gotten out of bed so haven't bathed yet too.

Loving
the fact that i get to drink more than 1500cc of h2O regularly these days. I'm hydrating well in my opinion. ^ ^

Wanting
more coffee!!!

Needing
to be positive and smile often. Hahaha good luck to meee.

Feeling
bored and lonely. But a roommate is coming in few minutes!

Clicking
Facebook and Listverse.








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