The Sunday Currently | 34

Sunday- the week starter. Actually it's Monday now but whenever i post a tsc on a Sunday, the blog date shows it's one day behind. I don't know why, and this has been an issue ever since but i never had time to find out how to fix it and i think it isn't really a problem so am writing on a Monday so it would show as Sunday kkkkk. Now alloting some time to pen down my thoughts. Solitude is ❤. It's Ramadan and am working on split shifts- 10:00 am-4:00 pm, and 10:00 pm-1:00 am, which works well for me i guess. There's not much adjustment needed because on a regular day, i'm up before 8 and i usually go to bed at 2.

Currently I am...

Reading
4 novels alternately for about 2 months now. Just whichever i pick randomly i continue reading and after a few pages i'd read another one. There's no deadline, but i hope to finish them by the end of Ramadan so i could buy new ones.

Writing
nothing special...or actually small thoughts that suddenly cross my mind. Tis puts my journal into good use.

Listening
to Eraserheads' 'With A Smile' 🙂.

Thinking
that life is kept balanced when not forcing what can't be controlled.

Smelling
fabcon on my shirt and the fresh cup of coffee i'm having now.

Wishing
it's easier to accept things as they are, why they happen, how they happen... I know it's easier said than done, but maybe if we try not to complicate things, everything will fall into place.

Hoping
that whatever the Almighty wills, may it be something the heart has longed and prayed for 🙏.

Wearing
pambahay for now and changing to my work uniform a bit later.

Loving
being able to talk. I mean i guess i'm more open now, i can tell what's on my mind without worrying too much, i could ask without being too anxious, and i could express what i feel. I love how some people make me feel comfortable, how they ask when they sense something's wrong, and how they listen without prejudging ♡. I am still selective to be honest coz i won't open up unless you're someone i trust. But i'm currently surrounded by a few whom i could count on to. I also appreciate it when someone tells me something very private, like a secret, or something very personal. It makes me feel i'm trustworthy too.

Wanting
...a haircut! Like a real verrrrryyyyy short haircut pretty please!

Needing
to declutter. I need a box for the books that occupy 3/4 of my desk.

Feeling
laaaaaaaaaazzzzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyyyyy 😴, or actually sleepy maybe that i just don't wanna move, but i have to leave my bed and prepare for work.

Clicking
Google. Googling just about everything 😅.