The Sunday Currently | 31

Sunday. Ber-month. It's been 10 months since i hugged my father goodbye at the airport...10 months since everything changed forever.

Today's my rest day but i'm a little busy- esp. mentally. My head and body have been feeling heavy since i woke up so i haven't done anything physical. In contrast my mind is flooded with thousands of mentally-draining thoughts again, and it's doing its job really well.

My being alone in this room is the loneliest feeling ever. Admittedly i've become quite dependent with my roommates that i always find it difficult to get through the day when they're not around. I kind of just follow their routine, which i cannot master on my own. Now tis makes me realize that i haven't grown in the past 10 months.

Given the absence of some people, i feel blue. No matter how i make myself busy, this ugly feeling gets its way through my system...and it's eating me up. Hull. So many things and people i miss.

Currently I am...

Reading
articles on Listverse.

Writing
the Sunday Currently 31...and nothing else coz i don't feel like it ㅠㅠㅠ

Listening
to and watching Ylvis' "The Fox". Never get tired of this ^ ^

Thinking
about the coming days and weeks and months. I don't have a clear picture of how things could be... just praying for better days to come our way.

Smelling
my back pack...it smells of strong detergent. Gahd haven't i rinsed it well!

Wishing
for a happy birthday : ) I don't celebrate my birthday but i always wish for a happy one kkkkk

Hoping
for a good and fruitful week : )

Wearing
pyjamas. Haven't gotten out of bed so haven't bathed yet too.

Loving
the fact that i get to drink more than 1500cc of h2O regularly these days. I'm hydrating well in my opinion. ^ ^

Wanting
more coffee!!!

Needing
to be positive and smile often. Hahaha good luck to meee.

Feeling
bored and lonely. But a roommate is coming in few minutes!

Clicking
Facebook and Listverse.

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Something About September

I can't describe everything at once, but to sum it up, the last days of August had actually been insane and beautiful, and it had ended gently somehow.  Finally September has come. What better way to start it is the long holiday! Although i am missing some people at work, the long weekend is a good chance to recharge and contemplate and reflect on oneself.

For some reason September is the month of the year that i always anticipate. Not because it's my birthmonth, but there's something extra special about it.

...something about the weather that i love the most back in the Philippines, when it's especially nice and temperate and beautiful. The colors of nature make you imagine that fall is coming in a tropical country. It's a very lovely scene.

...something about the semestral break when i was in university, when the siblings would come home to spend a week or so with each other just to catch up with everything that happened the entire schoolyear.

...something about the family and friends that make the remaining months of the year worth living.

...something about becoming a year older.

...something about the hometown library where i made the most crucial and emotional decision: to quit my last job and start a new journey abroad.

...something about the approaching festivities and more holidays until the end of the year.


Now the idea of me-time is actually depressing. September makes me feel blue...and homesick. The memories back home are flashing one by one, those sweet and tender recollection... But because i consider this month as my favorite, i'd like to accentuate the little things that make it more special. These may not make sense to others, but they just make my life brighter...and September makes me appreciate them more.


These lollipops from Dr. Farah ♥♥♥

This cap from my brother. He bought it from Spain and i received it months ago but i've never really thanked him for this. Thank you Cyril.

This stolen shot by Des. I don't know i just love this kkkkkkkkk

This ID cord from ate Mel.

This floor mat from Rox . Thank you!

These short sweet messages ♥♥♥

Life is beautiful : )