Can't seem to get my hands off my phone for 8 hours now but i just can't let it go. My head and my eyes are hurting, i'm starting to feel hungry again, i'm craving for coffee *as usual*, i'm missing the group, and i am trying to 'appreciate' my 2nd day off from work. Sometimes i wish it's day off already but when the day comes i don't know what to do with time, especially on a double off which means i am alone and waiting for everybody else to come home.
Locking myself in Pia and Ate Mira's room, as i am absorbing it's new makeover and drowning in peace. Speaking of peace, we visited Ate Mira's new accommodation last night. It's perfect. Just perfect 💗. You'll find out why in my next blog...probably next week.
And suddenly I remember it's been 6 months since i last wrote my TSC post, so i'm writing one today.
Currently I am...
Reading
old messages, and local and international news shared all over Facebook.
Writing
this post and thinking about writing something else that's worth reading...coz this one sure isn't.
Listening
to the ticking clock and the sound of the fridge.
Thinking
about the old days, the things I've been through and will go through, the new friends i am so grateful to have, my job, the people at home, our home...I am currently thinking about so many things that i feel so mentally productive. :D
Smelling
the kitchen smell of my shirt.
Wishing
I were at home to see my father's newly finished project. He was excitedly talking about his new dirty kitchen and i wish to see how it actually looks like. He loves to cook that he uses the kitchen more often than any other places in our house.
Hoping
I could keep my cool the whole week despite the anger-triggering stress at work. I think I have learned to just ignore things that test my patience but sometimes i reach a point when i can't control my emotions anymore, so i need to practice more.
Wearing
eyeglasses and black tee and black shorts and black hair tie. kkkkkkkkkkkkkk
Loving
this alone time. Just fits me the most so I could recharge and mentally prepare myself for the next day. I feel bored but i believe i still need this today.
Wanting
to talk with my youngest brother. I feel sorry that I don't check on him very often because i think he's always alright. But i don't really know what's going on with his life these days. He's the kind of person who doesn't open up unless we ask, so a little time and effort to converse with him could make a difference.
Needing
more patience...and coffee.
Feeling
good. My first few weeks in KSA had been the worst phase of my life and i felt like it was the end of me. But i'm on my fourth month here now and everything's getting better. I realized that when you connect with people, when you observe and listen more, when you try to be more flexible, open-minded and understanding, and when you pray...the external things may remain the same but your perspective changes...I mean...you become positive.
Clicking
Facebook and my playlist.
Have a good weekend...
Just because it's not happening right now doesn't mean it never will.(c)
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