Bluer than blue

Today everything's just so mournful. It feels so lonely here now in a place once so lively and cheerful. It feels so empty, so silent, so sad...

The other day we were complete and happy, our faces showing the merriest smile, our hearts full of love and admiration for each other. The other day we were all in a car, singing together and endlessly talking about random things and we were the happiest. The other day we were waiting for each other at the dining and the delicious dinner ended our stressful day so perfectly. The other day we could not stop smiling, we were sometimes quiet yet one stare could explain everything we wanted to say.

But today was different.

Today was the saddest...the loneliest day ever. Today I woke up with a heavy heart. I didn't feel like getting up or doing anything. How lonely it is to see an empty bed, to not hear a heartful laughter, to not feel a warm presence... How i wish everything was just a dream.

As Ate Jet goes back to the Philippines for good, Des' father dies unexpectedly, Ate Mira moves to another accommodation, this day was marked with a pensive atmosphere.

Given these happenings, I feel like I am slowly breaking into pieces again. Being apart from special people in my life is one of my weaknesses. It makes me extremely lonely when they are away... What do i do? I can't help it ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ

I know this is just a bitter episode of our story and this sadness shall pass, but today i couldn't help feeling painful, and i would wallow into this emptiness for now...until our next meeting...to continue our happy chapter...


#hastalavista