Today just made me feel everything. It's like confusion. Woke up to my alarm at 9 surprising myself that i didn't wake up at 6 when i usually get up at that time with or without an alarm. Probably i was just tired. First thing i thought was to water the plant i bought at a plant exhibit last week. Then i was left with nothing to do again. So i just took a shower and spent about an hour choosing what to wear while thinking what to do. I thought i should eat but i wasn't feeling hungry. So i went to the mall without anything in mind on what to do there. I happened to pass by the cinema, and there was a long line of movie goers. I tailed behind them without any idea what movie to watch. I decided to watch Alden and Maine's movie, because everybody in line were talking about it. And the movie was really good :)
After that i dropped by McDonald's to have lunch because i thought i still had to eat though i was still not feeling hungry at that time. I had a conversation with my older brother then over the phone, he just shared about some stuff and i didn't really tell him anything in particular. I just listened and answered from time to time. I went back to my apartment and took a nap. It was almost 5 when i woke up. I sent a message to my brother to meet me because i wanted to give him back the money i owed him. Funny that i borrowed money from him to have my eyes checked. Will be wearing glasses starting tomorrow. It's a great relief, but it's frustrating how my eyes got worse in just a short period of time.
Currently I am...
comments about dramas and movies i'm watching online.
Writing
this post :)
Listening
to my playlist.
Thinking
about next month. It's gonna be my last month at work. Wow I've been working at the health center for 5 months already?! Time is fast. Really. What to do then? I'm sad.
Smelling
coffee. I'm just imagining coffee but i can literally smell it right now.
Wishing
to do my best on my remaining days at work. I guess I've been doing well, and i really like the job. I also love the people and friends I've made there. I'm going to miss them. Oh it makes me sad :(
Hoping
for a good productive week.
Wearing
an over-sized black tee, jeans and slippers.
Loving
being alone this weekend. It prepares me for being alone more often soon.
Wanting
to drink coffee and just sleep.
Needing
some time to think. I feel like there's something out there i have to think about and i need to concentrate on it.
Feeling
confused and sad. I am happy too but there's just really something that's making me sad.
Clicking
Facebook and Korean dramas- watching "Beautiful Gong Shim" nowadays and i really like it.
"I feel like i'm waiting for something that isn't going to happen ㅠ ㅠ." ©
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