missing someone

I wish there's no such feeling as missing someone. Why do we miss people when they are not around. Sometimes we miss them too even when they are around. Even when they are next to you, even when you see each other everyday, even when they have never left, we miss them. It's scary that someone who left may never come back. It's scary that suddenly they may just disappear. It's scary when they won't continue seeing you anymore, or they will just leave. 

Why does missing someone hurt so bad. Why does it make you cry and make you go crazy. It's painful when you badly wanna see the person you miss but you can't do anything. It's sad when you know you can do something to ease your longing but you try not to do it for the person's better sake. It's miserable when all you can do is just wish because everything's too late. 

When my friends are around, i miss them so much i dunno why. I wanna hold their hands and tell them not to go home. When i think of my brothers, i miss them so much tho i know they're just few miles away i could see them anytime. When i see my father near my workplace, i miss him so much thinking that i spend most of my time at work than at home. When i think of my mother, i miss her so much i ask why does she have to be away for such a long time. 

I think, missing someone is the saddest feeling ever. That's why i wish there's no such feeling as missing someone.