Maybe, yesterday was just not meant to be beautiful...and today. Maybe tomorrow too. But isn't that just typical? You wait and wait and wait for something, and then when it happens, you feel sad. And when it doesn't happen, you feel sad too.
Currently I am...
Reading
nothing for weeks, probably for months now. I wish to go back to my old self when i could easily get myself to read whenever i need to. These days i only read when i want to, and i haven't been wanting to read for a long time now.
Writing
and rewriting and editing nonsense articles i might need in the future.
Listening
to the sound of the keyboard, and random noises here and there.
Thinking
nothing. Can't. Even. Think. Hull
Smelling
coffee and banana muffin.
Wishing
superman was real, and that he's only one call away ㅜ ㅜ ㅜ .
Hoping
to hear from my dear brother. Last time's conversation made me worried because he sounded like he wasn't his usual self. And I've sent him a chain of messages which he just ignored. #seenzoned
Wearing
t-shirt, pants and slippers. The most comfortable outfit on earth right now.
Loving
the bedroom design photos. Been crazily browsing for weeks now. I'm also loving the landscape and kitchen designs.
Wanting
more plants and flowers in our small garden at home. Now's the good time to keep outdoors looking alive as rainy season has come.
Needing
to appreciate the little things out there, but as much as i want to, i feel unsatisfied with everything.
Feeling
unproductive and unmotivated and bored and SAD.
Clicking
Food blogs, home design ideas, and gardening ideas.
"There are some thoughts you can't avoid and some feelings you can't deny." ©
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