Environment Day Celebration

Yesterday was fulfilling. It was fun and beautiful and good. Well, i just took part in my hometown's 2nd Environment Day Celebration. 

I woke up at 4 am and left my apartment at 5. A quite early start and it was tough but i had to, because i was assigned as one of the first-aiders for the fun run activity. The marathon started at 6:30, and the participants included young ones and adults. We had one case of a runner who fainted, but the activity was an overall success. 

We then proceeded to the river for the Zumba dance program. It was a nice sight to behold, seeing the LGU officials, local residents, and even elementary students dancing and sweating out in the tune of fast music for one hour straight. What made it more fun and interesting to watch and participate was that they danced in the river!

After the Zumba, we had no minute to waste. We went straight to our next activity- the Tree Planting. Holes were already dug the day earlier, and we only had to transplant different kinds of seedlings. It took no more than 10 minutes because, of course, we all worked hand in hand <3. Its astounding how amazing the power of trees is to provide benefits to our environment. 

Looking back, the river in our town has been subject to flooding over the years, especially during heavy rainfall and typhoon. Soil erosion and deposition have also been major problems affecting the river bank. In 2008, in the height of Typhoon Frank, 2 major bridges got wrecked because of the flood, making transportation really difficult for a long time. Since then, many tree-planting and clean-up drive activities have been conducted, including today's, with an impressive number of participants : ) It's overwhelming how people unite for an environmental change. 

Sounds like we've already done a lot when it's only 9 am, but we still had more to do! Next was the Clean-up drive. Our town mayor announced we could convert trash into cash by weighing the plastics bottles and tins we collected. But we're not up to how much money we could make, we just gladly made the area cleaner than it already was : ) 

After the quite tiring activities, it was time for some fun! And more exhaustion hahaha. But it's all for nature and ourselves, and there's no giving up. It's sports time! We were grouped into 8 teams for a volleyball match. It was, by far, the funniest match i have joined and witnessed. Well, it's not really hard to play volleyball in above-the-knee-level water (insert sarcasm). It was hard not to get wet, because once we hit the ball, we're bound to fall kkkkkkkkkk. Everybody was shrieking with laughter as we each tried hard to score. 

There were more activities on the list, but just before we all ran out of energy, we shared a sumptuous lunch and relaxed a bit. 

Our program continued in the afternoon. This time it's the representation of different sea creatures!

Many other activities followed in the evening, including more games and a live band. 

Yesterday was a really great day. And i hope to take part in our town's Environment Day every year. Pretty sure all of us would love to. 

The Sunday Currently | 23

Maybe, yesterday was just not meant to be beautiful...and today. Maybe tomorrow too. But isn't that just typical? You wait and wait and wait for something, and then when it happens, you feel sad. And when it doesn't happen, you feel sad too. 

Currently I am...

Reading
nothing for weeks, probably for months now. I wish to go back to my old self when i could easily get myself to read whenever i need to. These days i only read when i want to, and i haven't been wanting to read for a long time now. 

Writing
and rewriting and editing nonsense articles i might need in the future. 

Listening
to the sound of the keyboard, and random noises here and there. 

Thinking
nothing. Can't. Even. Think. Hull

Smelling
coffee and banana muffin.

Wishing
superman was real, and that he's only one call away ㅜ   ㅜ   ㅜ   . 

Hoping
to hear from my dear brother. Last time's conversation made me worried because he sounded like he wasn't his usual self. And I've sent him a chain of messages which he just ignored. #seenzoned

Wearing
t-shirt, pants and slippers. The most comfortable outfit on earth right now. 

Loving
the bedroom design photos. Been crazily browsing  for weeks now. I'm also loving the landscape and kitchen designs.

Wanting
more plants and flowers in our small garden at home. Now's the good time to keep outdoors looking alive as rainy season has come.

Needing
to appreciate the little things out there, but as much as i want to, i feel unsatisfied with everything.

Feeling
unproductive and unmotivated and bored and SAD. 

Clicking
Food blogs, home design ideas, and gardening ideas. 

"There are some thoughts you can't avoid and some feelings you can't deny." ©

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Idleness

I wake up early everyday with a strong belief that it's a good way to start a productive day. But i still arrive late to work.  And the routine is just killing me. After finishing some tasks, i can't think of anything else to do, and i end up spending half of my time doing nothing and feeling bad about it. It's like being employed but feeling unemployed. Like looking alright but feeling miserable inside. This thought makes me feel exhausted. It drags down my energy just thinking how poor the situation i am in, and i lose interest in everything. Then i just try to finish the work i am appointed to, but apathetic whether it benefits others or myself, just so i can do something in a day that's a bit useful. 

It's all in my feelings. I'm not like this at times when i truly enjoy what i'm doing, whether it's big or small. I could be surprised everyday. Every little things could make me smile and amazed. Now i'm doubting. Does it mean i don't enjoy what i'm doing anymore? But what exactly am i doing? Am i even doing anything? It's pointless to ask this myself over and over again when i should be doing something the moment i start doubting. Now when i look at paintings and interior designs and when i read random articles on the internet, am i doing something? The tunnel keeps on extending. I want to stop pretending that i am anything other than i am. I want to just do things that matter to me. But i don't know what really matters. 

Then i cry and laugh and cry and laugh til i get tired and just forget about everything. Then the next day i would feel better and so motivated to work and i get that feeling that i can do everything! And that nothing is impossible. 

This is the cycle. There are bad days and good days. It's something i can't help. I can only contemplate.