You

Some days make me wonder...if there's one you meant for me. I have never experienced falling in love yet. I don't know exactly what it means, how it feels like. I just think when the day comes that we cross path, i can tell it is love. Sometimes i ask myself, 'am i naive'? Why don't i feel the love that others experience. Why is it hard for me to develop an affection when it takes only seconds for others to fall head over heels in love. What's wrong with me? But there are also times that there's a feeling so strong, it tells me to keep searching, to keep waiting, to keep holding on. In this life so complicated, the chance of meeting you seems hopeless. In this vast universe leading to uncertain directions, i can't trust the my own steps. So i am just waiting for you to find me. I am so afraid that i may get lost on the way. It baffles me that I've been existing for a long time but i haven't found you yet. But then again my feeling tells me, you are somewhere out there. Are you waiting for me too? How are we going to find each other...we are running out of time. But whether i find you or not, i am thankful to find comfort just by thinking about you. I am grateful that my feelings make me hope for, search for, wait for...someone like you. 

Rish-