The Sunday Currently | 29

Currently...not getting things done. Feeling really lazy that even writing down my thoughts is so hard. The last time i wrote was a long time ago *char*, and i feel guilty that i haven't kept my 'a-blog-a-week' promise. This month of June has been quite tough. Havin to adjust with changes in routine due to Ramadan: a change in workshift (8:00 p.m. -2:00 a.m.), a change in sleeping pattern (7:00 a.m. -4:00 p.m.), a change in eating habit (once or twice a day only now).

It's past six in the morning and i know it's already Monday. But i would like to write this TSC today pretending that it's still Sunday. Fooling oneself sometimes isn't bad at all.

Currently I am

Reading
my mind and my soul. Yeah, i don't get myself all the time. I'm a mixture of transparent to mysterious to a human to a cyborg. Many times people have told me i'm weird. How judgemental. I can't even figure myself out. LOL

Writing
nothing ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ. wtf rish. Dami mong time dba?! dba?

Listening
to the sound of the faucet and the aircon and some random noises outside.

Thinking
about the coming weekend...when Ramadan ends and Eid starts! We are having a quite long holiday. Don't know yet about the group's final plan but we're gonna make the most out of it for sure :D

Smelling
my hair and dove cream i applied on my face kkkkkkkkkkkkk

Wishing
i were with friends everyday...at home and at work. I wish i were ALWAYS with them. Because sometimes i think i can't handle how unkind some people are. Without my friends i feel vulnerable. I feel like people can just take advantage of me anytime. Wishing for more patience too...and more understanding.

Hoping
that we can easily adjust to change again after the holiday...and to accomplish what needs to be done! (much needed)

Wearing
pajamas. Currently lying in bed but not goin to sleep yet.

Loving
everyday that i get to spend with my friends. I think our friendship just becomes deeper and stronger day by day. At work, knowing that they are just few clinics away makes me feel secure *laughs*. I get excited whenever I see them on the hallway. At home, we eat together and talk about what happened during the day and just laugh at how we got through things. We support each other's craziness and i'm lovin it : )

Wanting
a good day sleep today without interruptions kkkkkkkk

Needing
to drink more water! And to make it a habit even after summer.

Feeling
my eyes getting heavy : ) Waiting for 7:00 o'clock to strike so we can finally turn off the lights, turn on the aircon and sleep!!!

Clicking
my newly downloaded wordpad. Just.