The Sunday Currently | 28

Today's one of those typically fleeting Sundays i'm *i don't know how i feel* to have. My days off nowadays go unplanned. Things are spontaneous. There's no pressure and it feels good. But today happens to be one of those days off i am just apathetic to have. I spent more hours in front of the screen than doing chores i was opt to do. I don't know what can motivate me. I feel so lethargic because i pretty much spent my first hour lazily today.

Currently, I am...

READING

or pretending to be reading...or not reading anything at all. 

WRITING
nothing new...just adding few lines in my countless drafts and leaving them still as drafts. As much as i want to write a lot, my brain isn't working the same way. *sighs*

LISTENING 
to this 'nakakabinging katahimikan'. Suddenly remembered Ate Mira saying exactly the same words last night. Sometimes silence is distracting too.

THINKING
of the family...*sniffs*

SMELLING
vaseline lotion and my just-shampooed hair : D It's cute ^_^

WISHING
for a good week head...that we may be able to function well and work in a balance manner.

HOPING
we could review as much as we can and retain everything. We have this *i don't know what kind of exam* coming in 2 weeks. A passing score is enough...pls!

WEARING
my most comfortable blue shorts and white tee!

LOVING
the fact that even though I am away from home and all by myself, I am surrounded by people who make me feel that i'm not alone...for they are like family too.

WANTING
nothing but love and peace among everyone everywhere.

NEEDING
to remind myself that 'time is gold', that next time i'm having a double days off i should at least do something meaningful. I also need to be more responsible in everything I do.

CLICKING
funny tweets and memes and quotes. Sometimes we deserve a good laugh : )

Put your hair up in a bun, drink some coffee, and handle it. ©

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The Sunday Currently | 27

Can't seem to get my hands off my phone for 8 hours now but i just can't let it go. My head and my eyes are hurting, i'm starting to feel hungry again, i'm craving for coffee *as usual*, i'm missing the group, and i am trying to 'appreciate' my 2nd day off from work. Sometimes i wish it's day off already but when the day comes i don't know what to do with time, especially on a double off which means i am alone and waiting for everybody else to come home.

Locking myself in Pia and Ate Mira's room, as i am absorbing it's new makeover and drowning in peace. Speaking of peace, we visited Ate Mira's new accommodation last night. It's perfect. Just perfect 💗. You'll find out why in my next blog...probably next week. 

And suddenly I remember it's been 6 months since i last wrote my TSC post, so i'm writing one today.

Currently I am...

Reading

old messages, and local and international news shared all over Facebook.

Writing

this post and thinking about writing something else that's worth reading...coz this one sure isn't.

Listening

to the ticking clock and the sound of the fridge.

Thinking 

about the old days, the things I've been through and will go through, the new friends i am so grateful to have, my job, the people at home, our home...I am currently thinking about so many things that i feel so mentally productive. :D

Smelling

the kitchen smell of my shirt.

Wishing

I were at home to see my father's newly finished project. He was excitedly talking about his new dirty kitchen and i wish to see how it actually looks like. He loves to cook that he uses the kitchen more often than any other places in our house.

Hoping

I could keep my cool the whole week despite the anger-triggering stress at work. I think I have learned to just ignore things that test my patience but sometimes i reach a point when i can't control my emotions anymore, so i need to practice more.

Wearing

eyeglasses and black tee and black shorts and black hair tie. kkkkkkkkkkkkkk

Loving 

this alone time. Just fits me the most so I could recharge and mentally prepare myself for the next day. I feel bored but i believe i still need this today.

Wanting 

to talk with my youngest brother. I feel sorry that I don't check on him very often because i think he's always alright. But i don't really know what's going on with his life these days. He's the kind of person who doesn't open up unless we ask, so a little time and effort to converse with him could make a difference. 

Needing

more patience...and coffee.

Feeling

good. My first few weeks in KSA had been the worst phase of my life and i felt like it was the end of me. But i'm on my fourth month here now and everything's getting better. I realized that when you connect with people, when you observe and listen more, when you try to be more flexible, open-minded and understanding, and when you pray...the external things may remain the same but your perspective changes...I mean...you become positive. 

Clicking

Facebook and my playlist. 

Have a good weekend...

Just because it's not happening right now doesn't mean it never will.(c)


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