The Everyday Nowadays

Nothing special, nothing new. Everyday seems to be so ordinary. I sleep at three, wake up at eight, go to work. 

So this is how it goes, when i go to the office i'm usually too early so I...drink coffee, talk to myself, listen to music, sit...sit...sit...sigh, sit *rolls eyes*, browse the net, close the tab, check notes on the phone, sigh, face the computer again, place hands on the keyboard, sigh...what to write, what to write...sigh, go outside the lobby, breath some air *smells cigar*, sigh, get inside again, 2nd cup of coffee, listen to songs, click word pad, think...think...think, write two lines...

Class time! I try to be calm. I talk with the student while writing (tryna click the keyboard inaudibly), smile a little, talk talk talk, done! Next student, then next, then break-time, write, sing, 3rd cup of coffee, sigh...waiting...waiting...lunch time! Takes only 15 minutes for me to eat. Then next five classes. 

It's break-time again. What to do, what to do? Sound-trip, stares at the computer, fingers on the keyboard, thinking...thinking...sighs, bangs head on the desk, stares on the floor, walks out of the cub...4th cup of coffee ^ ^ . Good God, I feel good! Really? Really yeah i love coffee, it makes me feel good. 

Hmmm, quite hungry, looks for food online~ ice cream, corn chips, pizza? ah no i don't like pizza. Oh this, choco milk, and i want something spicy, scrolls down down down, but i have eaten all these! closes the tab, leans on the apple green wall, *sigh*, plays OPM, sigh, thinks thinks thinks,  I WANT TO GO HOME! bitter smile, tears rollin, HOLD IT! sniffs, checks bag, where's my earphone, ok nowhere, where's the USB, oh here...inserts it, looks at old photos, smiles...grins... smiles...frowns...laughs...grins... frowns... old photos really bring back good times, bad times, forgotten moments, strange feelings...i can't fully explain. It's okay Rishi...

Okay next class. Relax. Be good to your student. Talk. Talk. Talk. Student doesn't listen. Calm down. Keep talking. Still doesn't listen. Raises voice a little. Still. Turns off camera *rolls eyes*. 'Teacher i can't see you'. Turns on camera. 

"I'm here!"

"You turned off your camera."

"No I didn't!"

"You did!"

"How did you know?"

"Just."

Okay. Continue. Still not listening. Time is over. See you tomorrow! 

This scene usually happens, but i'm used to it hahaha so i don't mind anymore. Next class. Next. Next. Next. Next. Next. Next. 

Alright! Classes done! 

But it's too early to go home! Okay. Stays. Waits for my roommate. Listens to music. Smiles. Checks Facebook. Nothing new. You tube, nothing new. Kakaotalk, nothing new. Blogspot, no comments. Chatabout, 3 new comments. Email, 2000+ unread mails. Ask fm, no questions. PEP, hull so many nonsense articles. Twitter, ALDUB has more than 2 million tweets at the moment. Skype, just log out. Listverse, reads random articles. Okay done. Wait. Facebook again, sends smiley to a friend. Logs out. 

Time to go home! Wait. Drops by 7/11. Buys choco milk. Walks home. Sits down. Think. Think. Think. Goes to the bathroom. Washes. Sits down. What to wear tomorrow? Checks phone. Watches videos. Thinks. Checks newsfeed. Videos again. Playlist. Oh it's 3:00 am now. Good night. Good morning.