The Sunday Currently | 38

Ah Sunday. Like any other usual days. But how to calm down when it's 5 days away from vacation? And it's really just 5 days away and there's no stoppin the time like as of this moment of writing i'm getting closer and closer to it 😫😟😱😭😑😥😣😢. Am i heading off to the DMZ? Coz i don't know how the hell i feel right now.

Currently, I am

Reading
a Nicholas Sparks novel, tryin to soothe my brain. Try harder.

Writing
work related stuff. And some lenghty messages to certain people that i'm 99% sure i will never be able to send.

Listening
to a piano piece that Soojin played and recorded and sent me 7 years ago.

Thinking
as usual, overthinking about everything.

Smelling
fresh sheets while imagining i'm home and that i'll be sleepin on the floor not caring about who's around and no alarm to bother me the next day, and that i'll be awaken by the sound of a neighborhood rooster or the rain 😌.

Wishing
i stick to the original plan. People say it's better not to plan and just do things spontaneously to avoid disappointment. But i say better be ready. When plans don't work out or when things turn upside down, i've learned to accept that some things aren't just meant to be. Sometimes when i can't understand why things end up the way i didn't expect, i've also learned the importance of opening up to people whom i know can deal with complexities in life.

Hoping
there's no typhoon the entire vacation! Heavy rains is ok so i could have good excuse to stay home but no typhoon pls.

Wearing
pyjamas.

Loving
the pics Carlo sent me. I'm gonna be way too early for harvest.

Wanting
a cbr with brp if that's possible? 😫😥

Needing
a good sleep. Even just for this week please 😫.

Feeling
the inexplicable.

Clicking
places my brother and a friend suggested we should see. Isla Gigantes and Mararison Islands look gorgeous in the pictures i guess we'll have to check them out in person. 



Peaceful Sunday everyone!