Some things are just great.

I've come to this sudden realization today. I've been taking things for granted for quite some time...things i should have been thankful for in the first place but i wasn't able to appreciate because i was all too focused on what's not important. But today i realized that even though there are and there will be difficult days, there will also be good times, good things, and good people to neutralize everything.

Before i reached this point of clarity today, I was walking on the hallway with heavy thoughts in my head. I was thinking deeply...confused...anxious...lonely and sad...and the life of me could not figure out what i had to do to relieve such feeling. The more i thought, the heavier the feeling i got. Not aware that the confusion was all over my face, some people started to notice and asked why i was frowning, and that i seemed lost.

Nothing was really wrong...or i didn't know what's wrong.

I wanted to take a break. To just sit down for a while and cry hard- which has always been my helpful resort. But i thought it wasn't convenient at the moment because i was in public.

Then i said to myself i should stop thinking for a while.

"Don't stress yourself out". Maybe this was all i needed to hear to wake up from a nightmare-like daydream.

I was suddenly reminded of my aunt telling me "don't be too hard on yourself". I stress myself out. I'm hard on myself. Maybe it's true. For i always think of the impossible, i'm pessimistic, i'm negative. I like the feeling of being sad. I am not capable of putting myself out from this self-created tangle and it's difficult for me to change this attitude towards life.

And so i am very thankful to the people who believe in me and make me feel good about myself. And for these small acts from the list of countless little things that make me feel really happy and forget about feeling sad...even just for a while...

for thanking me
for combing my hair when i'm lazy to do it
for reminding me to not forget my glasses
for letting me in for a sleepover
for cheering me up
for commendations
for giving me lollipops! ♥
for sharing me a story
for asking anything
for understanding my insanity
for giving me time
for preparing me food ♥ hahaha
for teaching me.....

And so much more.
These things done by people are a big help to me. These simple little acts literally save me and give me the best feeling in the world. I am forever grateful.


Some things are just great. ♥♥♥